Monday, May 31, 2010

Pokemon Red Online Game

live lines, smudges and smears

had no intention of writing, but I think I will be good. Other reasons

x (persist) I had a really bad weeks from day 17. It is assumed that on those dates is when you should have implemented something. I spent days haunted by x, I lost my appetite, sleep and hope that this second attempt would be successful. I got tired of progesterone. Ovaries had pain medication did not want to delay the inevitable: the rule. So on Saturday, 22 I did a test with every intention to quit with a good conscience wear it. At 7 am, lately I'm insomniac, I followed the instructions and only came out of the control line. I went back to bed, where Mestral I expected.
"Nothing, I said and closed my eyes.
"But if you wait a minute ... anda going to let pass five rigorous
And there appeared a faint hairline. We could not believe it! we looked, we looked at and gave us the giggles.
The next day the line was a little darker. Not much, but more. With some fear if we precipitabamos we told my parents and my sister. What happiness at that moment! On Tuesday they confirmed in the blood test was positive beta, 75. I started spotting, very little and brown. They sent me rest and increase progesterone. Days passed and he was all better. On Friday, I repeated the beta. Had risen to 575 and staining had disappeared. Mestral
nursed me all the time, did not let me do anything. I played and we emocionabamos pancheta. We looked at the room where you have to make changes and made plans to fix it. We seek your due date: Feb. 2 (haha, the day of our wedding.) What joy pregnancy brings!
On Saturday afternoon, treacherously, without warning, came a red bleeding. I went to bed scared. Please to stop, to please stop. And stopped for the night. But Sunday turned. We went to the emergency room and confirmed our fears. There was nothing in the uterus, but my beta thickened endometrium and was down to 350.
And I cry when I write, because it really hurts. Why? Why? I do not tell me what better now than later, if I had aborted because it would have any problem is the embryo, that means that I can get pregnant. I do not mind. Maybe that will give me comfort in a few weeks, but not now. I have only desire to mourn, and not wanting to see anyone or talk to anyone. Not explain. I can not find the words.
It will happen, but we need some time.

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Decidual Bleeding During Pregnancy

temporary disconnection

transient
For personal reasons (I hope) this blog will be off or out of coverage until they are resolved

Occasionally life would kiss your mouth ... and occasionally slap us. Do not worry we are in good health and as a couple, things are paramount. But I have come upon something unexpected, and I find no time nor heart to write about or to read and believe it or not until the beta is gone from me in the head. I hope to finish
well and come back soon. Bye


Wednesday, May 12, 2010

The Notorious Jewel Stream



Illustration: Pablo Bernasconi

Previous chapters: following the negative and the negativity, Núvol started a new cycle. After many adventures, got the medication ....

On May 1, the world's most beautiful nurse (Mistral), I pinched my first flag of Fostipur 150 (haha, you do not see the master that we had to do to mix the two vials of 75) continue for two more days 150 and then 75 for two days. On Thursday I was on the nerves (pa change) because he was paranoid that I would ovulate and had a puncture and incredible change in the flow ....
I called the clinic (if I seem a heavy calling every few minutes, did not show it) and they told me nothing was wrong, which ovulate when they wanted. Look how cool! But I was calmer. That night again Fostipur 75 and the next day, Friday I went to the echo and ... surprise. Only one follicle had grown, but it measured 20mm! The doctor told me I had calculated the dose according to my weight, and trying not to grow more than two folis but my ovaries had not responded as he expected and if I wanted cancelabamos cycle. What I
swift, fast and half decomposed asked if my precious ovulín of 20 mm was worth. I said sure so, but who returned to go with just one. As we have decided that going to be the egg and I'm going to get pregnant we said go ahead! So Friday night I poked the Ovitrelle to cause ovulation and as it seems that we have acquired a taste for inseminating the weekends (as the saying goes: Saturday, sabadete ... you have just what you) ... ale, bugger off. Saturday and Sunday at Valencia. It is clear that we will come out and valencian fester @ @ of capital (with affection, eh? Is that if I mig ouet, which is the nickname that give Castellón Valencia is not going to understand anyone)
And now back to wait. This time more quiet (for now) to see if I can Mmmmmmmmmmmmm, really, that I "get out the yoga" and last me until the date of the beta (May 25)

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Elektro Tortura Penisu

Practicing yoga occasionally life ...

... mouth kisses us

For that, we're very happy. And I make myself humming that song. Today they have left the airport ready ...
Disclaimer: Mistral is a teacher, the opposition adopted two years ago and gave provisional place close to home. But after two courses require them to compete and Conselleria paradoxes, there are fewer places to which you choose when you approve?? In the list published last month that he had given final destination in a small town. The problem is not to be a rural school, which has been in some, but it was an hour and a half country roads to mountain passes and included a high percentage of snowfall a year .... we could not go and come every day. What a month ...
And today have left the lists of destinations updated: and it is next door! in school next to it is. It is a somewhat controversial area, but my girl likes ... a two-year life happy. And now more delighted! good! good! good! not have to go

Occasionally life takes me coffee .. .

To round the month I just need to pregnant. Hehe. Hopefully. On 29 I had the rule, 30 went to the clinic and all was well. We decided to go with stimulation in this cycle, and I was prescribed Fostipur 75 (price: 238 euros) to start the next day. When we went out to the drugstore to buy it, but we did not have the next day was 1 May, Labour Day (which means that nobody works) and as it was already 6 pm ... Castellón not distribute medication until Monday! A small quest to get it. On Friday I have the echo control, to see how many follicles there ....
to see if I can keep humming:
Occasionally life gives us naked and gives us a dream so elusive ...

And if it can be, at least we have to each other (and really close)